Sometimes reflecting is a bad thing. I was looking back today and couldn't help but wonder when i changed so much. Why I changed so much. It has to be me as I am the only common denominator. Is it possible to change back? I am not sure when I became the last person you spoke to about how you feel. I am not sure when I became the last one that was invited along. I am not sure when I became the last thing you thought of when you had to make decisions. I am not sure when I stopped...

One of the things that happened to me during the planning of our wedding was the huge eye opener I got regarding relationships. Family relationship but mostly friends. It is rather amazing how a huge event in your life can really show you who your friends are and who you ca depend on. There were a few people that I considered to be my friends and so many of them really stood out. They spoilt me, went out of their way for me, gave up their time for me. Without asking for anything in return. Then there were the people that...